Stephen’s Neighborhood

When Vincent said that his brain is all rusty right now, he's right and he's not just the only one. Me too.

I was touched by a transgendered friend. I'd never knew he was transgendeered until one day he decided to tell me who he really is. I'm glad that he came to the right person to "confess". Honestly, i accept him for who he really is with an open heart. What worry me so much was he'd been saying this for several times now : "I'm surprise that I'm still alive" I think nothing is clearer than that, yeah he was talking about killing himself. Why would he do that? Because of rejection by what we call "oh-so-normal-people" like us. he told me the entire story. he pay 250 bucks for a session with a shrink every week, and the shrink turned out to be an asshole and said things like "i wont judge you and i completely understand if you have the "desire" to sleep with guys". i am surprised how on earth did he qualified as a shrink.he need a shrink himself. Just imagine, if you were born a men, with perfect everything but you have a female soul stuck in a male body and dying to get out? This is no joke. This happens one in every hundred. That is what exactly happen to my friend here.Transgendered and gay/homosexual are two different things. i guess the doctor is dumb, can't even differentiate that. So, for weeks, i tried to understand my friend's another persona hidden inside him. he named his other persona as sherlyn and i am positive being stuck in a male body isnt something you enjoy plus with the rejections from society, family and etc. so i gave a deep thought about this and i made a decision to make him feel like "home" with me. i decided to call him with his female persona and he can talk about whatever he wants with me and I'm gonna protect him and make sure he's gonna live his life to the fullest>.<

oh well...havent really blog for quite sometime. i dont think anyone would read my pathetic blog. I just..complain..or tell what's currently on my mind.Not much accept for food since i am starving(i always am). My sister seems to have something against me and my computer.Friends? don't even say that word...they're just pathetic. They are just selfish bitches who take everything and everyone for granted..Including my cellphone...BITCH. i swear i'm gonna rip off her skin and sell it off on e-bay if she ever lose my phone. Forget them. They're  worthless. I am lying low on sketching..it's wearing out. I am currently in process of making myself fat..not fat, but you know,i am tired of being labeled anorexic. Making my butt look cuter:P. Meh, this is the phase where a lil' girl turning into women. college? so far so good.ohkay...dunno whatelse..

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together? 
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

What little things do you do every day to take care of our planet?
Sponsored by One Million Acts of Green brought to you by Cisco.

We pretty much recycled all the paper stuffs in the house, even if it's the receipt or a piece of tissue. Less long showers, definitely, although it feels awesome to be in there.

This whole new green theme feels like I'm supporting RP at the same time.

Yea, I'm referring to Republic.

I like the slogan: "Green is the new Black".

What is your favorite classic video arcade game?
Submitted by northerngeek.

 
Here is a list of Video Arcade Games. :)

I've quite a lot of favorites (I can't really recall much.. and I wonder where I played them on?):

• The Addams Family
• Batman
• Bomberman -- All series.
• Bubble Bobble
• Breakout (by Atari, right?)
• BurgerTime (Definitely.)
• Crazy Kong
• Donkey Kong -- All series.
• Double Dragon (I remember, at the starting page, it goes "DOOOOUUUUBLE Dragon". Something like that.)
• DragonBall
• Final Fight
• The King of Fighters -- All series (KYO KUSANAGI...)
  
• Mario Bros. (Seriously, no one can forget about them.)
• Metal Slug -- All series.
• Sonic
• And others that I can't recall but was my all-time favorites.
  

Lets play a little game...  I got a little interested about ciphering/concealing message stuffs lately so, here's one:
 
Yellowish-orange underwears sell terribly in North Korea.
 
:) How's this? You managed to figure out?
 

How about this one? This is easy.. and it's true too.

Fhcqi qi. Ymyuywxy dwmyg ewux, hyye hwtx qx ilyqu lyfui.
 
 
So, my friends, what are you waiting for??
Here's an early birthday message: Jits dwx fnj gwu hat zmai muzm ok me mvtwika jy fdjqug re.